My heart hurts so badly and I don’t know how to stop it. It feels like I’ve painted a beautiful picture and someone/something just came up and ripped it up into a million different pieces in front of me and I have no idea how to put it back together when it’s the only paper I have and will ever have. That’s what my life feels like right now and everyday it’s a struggle to make it seem like it’s even worth it to me to put it back. It’s almost like I have to trick myself every second I am awake into believing it is. It’s exhausting. I want out.
A Little Death - The Neighbourhood
Make me feel like I am breathing
Feel like I am human